i refuse to heed my hearts voice
And try to sheild it from being hurt again
i refuse to see your sparkling eyes
because i know with this i cannot gain
although i know my heart beats you
and I cant breath my life feels blue
I cant forget your memory
Your foolish grins and company
My mind says this love is not for us
But i cant resist to take the bus
To be with you no matter what they say
Because like the sun you are my ray

Poem written a month after I met Jayjay in the 2005 Sinulog in Cebu